Polite Musings from a Timid Observer

It’s like a switch just flipped in my head.

I actually feel bad…I feel bad for the things I’ve done.

I’ve said a lot of shit without thinking and it’s seriously hurt and offended a lot of people. 

I’ve committed so many wrongs and I actually feel like I need to try to correct them. I’ve burned so many bridges and I feel like I need to try to rebuild them.

I actually feel like I need to put myself in other people’s shoes. Not judge them for their actions and overall I need to be more compassionate. It’s really weird. I don’t know why I feel this way.

I just don’t want to be a bitter person anymore and I feel that I will ultimately make the people around me happier and by extension make myself happier.

It’s actually really hard right now to explain what I’m feeling.

Almost lost my cool there…

Need to keep reminding myself to stay positive and try to be happier

I think I need to stop being a pessimist and have more fun.

Life is more fun when you take risks, act silly, be stupid, and not judge others for their life choices.

With a more optimistic outlook on life I think my attitude and quality of life will improve.

I think I’ve made good steps during my trip here in Ecuador. I definitely stepped out of my comfort zone and I was never happier. I should keep it up.

The home US Soccer Jersey’s are so fucking ugly.

They make the players look like Where Is Waldo

tributary:

a scantron descends from the heavens. the lord is testing me.

I have plans to go…but part of me wants to be like “fuck that” in support of the protests…I’m conflicted.

“Spiritual Atheists”

As much as I would love to see my gay friend have the legal right to get married, one of the main reasons I support marriage equality is to see the massive shit storm that would be the reaction from the religious right.

I would pay money for laughter that hard