It’s like a switch just flipped in my head.
I actually feel bad…I feel bad for the things I’ve done.
I’ve said a lot of shit without thinking and it’s seriously hurt and offended a lot of people.
I’ve committed so many wrongs and I actually feel like I need to try to correct them. I’ve burned so many bridges and I feel like I need to try to rebuild them.
I actually feel like I need to put myself in other people’s shoes. Not judge them for their actions and overall I need to be more compassionate. It’s really weird. I don’t know why I feel this way.
I just don’t want to be a bitter person anymore and I feel that I will ultimately make the people around me happier and by extension make myself happier.
It’s actually really hard right now to explain what I’m feeling.